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At the time
when Shri Ramakrishna was attracting devotees - old and young
- to the temple-garden at Dakshineswar, a young man in his teens,
belonging to a neighbouring family, used to visit the garden of
Rani Rasmani. He had read of Shri Ramakrishna in the literature
of the Brahmo Samaj, but his aristocracy and rural prejudice stood
in the way of any personal acquaintance. One day he had a desire
for a flower. A man was passing by. The boy took him for a gardener
and asked him to pluck the flower for him. The man obliged. Another
day the boy saw many people seated in a room in front of that
gardener and listening to his discourse. Was this then the Ramakrishna
of whom Keshab wrote so eloquently? The boy went nearer but stood
outside. At this time the Master asked someone to bring all those
who were outside within the room. The man found only a boy and
brought him inside and offered him a seat. When the conversation
ended and all went away, the Master came to the boy and very lovingly
made inquiries about him. The name of the boy was Yogindra Nath
Chaudhury. The Master was delighted to know that the boy was the
son of Nabin Chandra Chaudhury, his old acquaintance. The Chaudhurys
were once very aristocratic and prosperous, but Yogin's parents
had become poor. His father was a very orthodox Brahmin and performed
many religious festivals. Shri Ramakrishna, during the period
of his spiritual striving, had sometimes attended these festivals,
and was thus known to the family.
Yogin was
born in the year 1861. From his boyhood he was of a contemplative
temperament. Even while at play with his companions, he would
suddenly grow pensive, stop play and look listlessly at the azure
sky. He would feel that he did not belong to this earth, that
he had come from somewhere in some other plane of existence and
that those who were near about him were not really his kith and
kin. He was simple in his habits and never hankered after any
luxury. He was a bit reserved and taciturn by nature. This prevented
his friends from being very free with him. But he commanded love
and even respect from all. After he was invested with the sacred
thread, he spent much of his time in meditation and worship, in
which he now and then became deeply absorbed.
Yogin was
about sixteen or seventeen when he met Shri Ramakrishna for the
first time. He was then studying for the Entrance Examination.
At the very first meeting the Master recognised the spiritual
potentiality of the boy and advised him to come to him now and
then. Yogin was charmed with the warmth and cordiality with which
he was received, and he began to repeat his visits as often as
he could.
Yogin thought
that his continuance of studies was useless, for he had no worldly
ambition. But just to help his parents, who were in straitened
circumstances, he went to Kanpur in search of some job. He tried
for a few months, but could not get any employment. So he devoted
his ample leisure to meditation and spiritual practices. He shunned
company and liked to live alone with his thoughts. He spoke as
little as possible. His movements and behaviour were unusual.
The uncle of Yogin with whom he stayed at Kanpur, got alarmed
lest he should go out of his mind. He wrote to the father of Yogin
all about him and suggested marriage as the only remedy, for that
might create in him an interest in worldly things.
Yogin was
too gentle to be able to resist the wishes of his parents - specially
of his mother, and in spite of himself he consented to marry.
His parents wrongly thought that marriage would wean his mind
from other-worldliness. But the effect was just the reverse. The
fact that his resolve of living a celibate life had been frustrated,
weighed so heavily on his mind that he felt miserable over it.
He became moody and brooded day and night over his mistake. He
did not even like to show his face to the Master, who had a high
expectation about his spiritual future and would be sorely disappointed
to learn that he had falsified all his hopes through a momentary
weakness.
But the dead
weight was lifted by Shri Ramakrishna's words - "What harm if
you have married? Marriage will never be an obstacle to your spiritual
life. Hundreds of marriages will never interfere with your spiritual
progress if God is gracious. One day bring your wife here. I shall
so change her mind that instead of obstacle, she will be a great
help to you."
Yogin grew
spiritually under the keen care of the Master. Afterwards when
Shri Ramakrishna fell ill and was under medical treatment at Cossipore,
he was one of those disciples who laboured day and night in attending
to the needs and comfort of their beloved Master. Long strain
on this account told upon the none too strong health of Yogin,
but the devoted disciple worked undauntedly.
It soon became
apparent that no amount of care on the part of the disciples could
arrest the progress of the Master's disease. His life was despaired
of. One day he called Yogin and asked him to read out to him a
certain portion of the Bengali almanac, date by date. When Yogin
had reached a certain date and read it, Shri Ramakrishna told
him to stop. It was the date on which the Master passed away.
The Mahasamadhi
of Shri Ramakrishna threw all into deep gloom. To recover from
this shock the Holy Mother went to Vrindaban with Yogin, Kali,
Latu, Golap-Ma, Lakshmi nevi, and Nikunja nevi (wife of "M").
At the end of a year the Holy Mother returned to Calcutta. After
staying there for a fortnight, Yogin, who now became Swami Yogananda,
escorted the Holy Mother to Kamarpukur, from where he went out
for Tapasya. When in the middle of 1888, the Holy Mother came
to live in Nilambar Babu's garden-house at Belur, Swami Yogananda
also returned to attend on her. His service to the Holy Mother
was wonderful. In looking after the comfort of the Holy Mother,
he threw all personal considerations to the wind, for, did he
not see the living presence of the Master in her? Then to serve
her with all devotion and care, he thought, was his best religion.
Whenever the Holy Mother left her village home for other places,
Swami Yogananda used to be on attendance almost invariably. Thus,
in November 1888, he was with her at Puri, where along with Swami
Brahmananda and others, they stayed till the beginning of the
next year. It is definitely known that he was with her at Ghushuri,
near Belur, in 1890; at Nilambar Babu's house at Belur in 1893;
at Kailwar in 1894; at a rented house at Sarkarbari Lane, Calcutta,
in 1896; and at another rented house at Bosepara Lane, Calcutta,
in 1897. Most of the intermediate periods in the early years he
spent in Tapasya at various places till his health compelled him
to give up the practice and stay permanently in Calcutta. It is
not possible to give a full account of his days of spiritual practice;
for not much has been preserved. Some time in 1891, he went to
Varanasi where he lived in a solitary garden-house absorbed in
spiritual practices. It is said that during this period, he would
grudge the time he spent even for taking meals. He would beg some
day some pieces of bread for his food, and for the following three
or four days these pieces, soaked in water, would constitute his
only meal. During this time there was a great riot in Varanasi,
but he commanded such respect in the vicinity that rioters of
both sides would not even disturb him. But the hardship which
he was undergoing was too much for his constitution, which broke
down completely. He never regained his normal health. From Varanasi
he returned to the Math at Baranagore. He was still ailing. But
his bright, smiling face belied his illness. Who could imagine
that he was ill when he would be seen engaged whole-heartedly
in fun and merry-making with his beloved brother-disciples ! When
the Holy Mother came to Calcutta, Swami Yogananda again became
her attendant. He spent about a year in devoted service to the
Holy Mother. After that he stayed chiefly at the house of Balaram
Bose in Calcutta. He was now a permanently sick person - a victim
of intestinal ailments. But he was the source of much attraction.
So great was his amiability, that whoever would come into contact
with him would be charmed with him. One would at once feel at
home with him. Some young men who got the opportunity of mixing
with him at this time afterwards joined the Ramakrishna Order
and became monks.
From 1895
to 1897, Swami Yogananda organised public celebrations of the
birthday anniversary of Shri Ramakrishna on a large scale at Dakshineswar.
And in 1898, he organised a similar celebration at Belur. The
success of these celebrations, against tremendous odds, was due
to the great influence Swami Yogananda had over men - specially
of the younger generation. The organising ability of Swami Yogananda
was evidenced also, when a grand reception was given to Swami
Vivekananda in 1897, on his return from America. Swami Yogananda
was the moving spirit behind it. When Swami Vivekananda, after
his return from the West, told his brother-disciples about his
proposal to start an organisation, Swami Yogananda was the person
to raise a protest. His contention was that Shri Ramakrishna wanted
all to devote their time and energy exclusively to spiritual practices,
but that Swamiji, deviating from the Master's teachings, was starting
an organisation on his own initiative. This provoked the great
Swami too much and made him unconsciously reveal a part of his
inner life. Swamiji feelingly said that he (meaning himself) was
too insignificant to improve upon the teachings of that spiritual
giant - Shri Ramakrishna. If Shri Ramakrishna wanted, he could
create hundreds of Vivekanandas from a handful of dust, but that
he had made Swamiji simply a tool for carrying out his mission,
and Swami Vivekananda had no will but that of the Master. Such
astounding faith had the effect of winning over Swami Yogananda
immediately. When the Ramakrishna Mission was actually started,
Swami Yogananda became its Vice-President.
Swami Yogananda's
health was becoming worse every day, and his suffering soon came
to an end. On March 28, 1899, he passed away. He was the first
among the monastic disciples of the Master to enter Mahasamadhi.
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