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The early
name of Swami Subodhananda was Subodh Chandra Ghosh. He was born
in Calcutta on 8th November 1867 and belonged to the family of
Shankar Ghosh, who owned the famous Kali temple at Kalitala (Thanthania),
Calcutta. His father was a very pious man and fond of religious
books; his mother also was of a very religious disposition. The
influence of his parents contributed not a little to the growth
of his religious life. His mother would tell him stories from
the Ramayana the Mahabharata, and other scripturcs. and implanted
in him, while still very young, love for truth and devotion to
God. From his very boyhood he showed a remarkable spirit of renunciation
and had a vague feeling that he was not meant for a householder's
life. When pressed to marry, he emphatically said that he would
take to the life of a wandering monk, and so marriage would only
be an obstacle in his path. As it was settled that, on his passing
the class examination, he was to be married, Subodh fervently
prayed to God that the result of his examination might be bad.
God heard the prayer of the little boy, and Subodh, to his great
relief, failed in the examination and did not get promotion. Subodh
was at first a student of the Hare School and was then admitted
into the school founded by Pandit Ishwar Chandra Vidyasagar.
At this time
he got from his father a copy of the Bengali book, The Teachings
of Shri Ramakrishna by Suresh Chandra Datta. He was so much impressed
with its contents that he became very eager to see Shri Ramakrishna.
His father told him to wait till some holiday when he could conveniently
take him to Dakshineswar. But Sudodh was impatient of any delay.
So one day m the middle of 1884, he stole away from the house
and along with a friend started on foot for Dakshineswar. There
he was received very affectionately by the Master, who caught
hold of his hand and made him sit on his bed. Subodh felt reluctant
to sit on the bed of a holy person, but the Master disarmed all
his fears by treating him as if he were his close relation. In
the course of conversation he told Subodh that he knew his parents
and had visited their house occasionally and that he had also
known that Subodh would be coming to him. He grasped the hand
of Subodh and remaining in meditation for a few minutes said,
"You will realize the goal, Mother says so." He also told Subodh
that the Mother sent to him those who would receive Her grace,
and asked the boy to visit him on Tuesdays and Saturdays. This
was difficult of accomplishment for Subodh, as great objection
would come from his parents if they knew of his intention.
The next Saturday,
however, Subodh fled away from the school with his friend and
went to Dakshineswar. During this visit Shri Ramakrishna in an
ecstatic mood stroked his body from the navel to the throat and
wrote something on his tongue, repeating "Awake, Mother, awake"'
Then he asked Subodh to meditate. As soon as he began meditation
his whole body trembled and he felt something rushing along the
spinal column to his brain. He was plunged into a joy ineffable
and saw a strange light in which the forms of innumerable gods
and goddesses appeared and then got merged in the Infinite. The
meditation gradually deepened, and he lost all outward consciousness.
When he came down to the normal plane, he found the Master stroking
his body the reverse order. Shri Ramakrishna was delighted to
see the deep meditation of Subodh, and learnt from him that it
was the result of his practice at home; for Subodh used to think
of the gods and goddesses of whom he heard from his mother.
After that
meeting with the Master, Subodh would see a strange light between
his eyebrows. His mother, coming to know of this, told him not
to divulge this fact to anybody else. But seized as he was with
a great spiritual hankering, Subodh promptly replied, "What harm
will it do to me, mother? I do not want this light but That from
which it comes."
From his very
boyhood Subodh was very frank, open minded, and straightforward
in his talk. These characteristics could be seen in him throughout
his whole life. What he felt, he would say clearly without mincing
matters. One day the Master asked Subodh, "What do you think of
me" The boy unhesitatingly replied, "Many persons say many things
about you. I won't believe in them unless I myself find clear
proofs." As he began to come closer and closer in touch with Shri
Ramakrishna, the conviction gradually dawned on him, that the
Master was a great Saviour.
So when one
day the Master asked Subodh to practise meditation, he replied,
"I won't be able to do that. If I am to do it why did I come to
you? I had better go to some other Guru." Shri Ramakrishna understood
the depth of the feeling of the boy and simply smiled. But this
did not mean that Subodh did not like to meditate his whole life
was one of great austerity, prayer, and steadfast devotion it
only indicated his great confidence in the spiritual powers of
the Master.
Subodh's straightforward
way of talking led to a very interesting incident. One day the
Master asked Subodh to go now and then to Mahendra Nath Gupta
afterwards known as 'M' who lived near Subodh's home in Calcutta.
At this the boy said, "He has not been able to cut asunder his
family tie, what shall I learn of God from him?" The Master enjoyed
these words indicative of Subodh's great spirit of renunciation
and said, 'He will not talk anything of his own. He will talk
only of what he learns from here." So one day Subodh went to 'M'
and frankly narrated the conversation he had had with the Master.
'M' appreciated the frankness of the boy and said, "I am an insignificant
person. But I live by the side of an ocean, and I keep with me
a few pitchers of sea water. When a visitor comes, I entertain
him with that. What else can I speak?" The sweet and candid nature
of Subodh soon made him a great favourite with 'M'. After this
Subodh was a frequent visitor at his house, where he would often
spend long hours listening to 'M''s talks on the Master.
Gradually
the attraction of young Subodh for the Master grew stronger and
stronger, and some time after the passing away of the Master,
he left his parental homestead and joined the monastic order organized
by Swami Vivekananda at Baranagore. His monastic name was Swami
Subodhananda. But because he was young in age and simple in nature,
Swami Vivekananda would lovingly call him "Khoka", meaning child,
by which name he was also called by his brother-discipes. He was
afterwards known as "Khoka Maharaj" (Child Swami).
Towards the
end of 1889, along with Swami Brahmananda, Swami Subodhananda
went to Varanasi and practised Tapasya for a few months. In 1890
they both went on a pilgrimage to Omkar, Girnar, Mount Abu, Bombay,
and Dwaraka and after that went to Vrindaban where they stayed
for some time. He also underwent spiritual practices in different
places in the Himalayan region, later went to the holy shrines
of Kedarnath and Badrinarayan twice and also visited the various
holy places in South India, going as far as Cape Comorin. He also
went afterwards on a pilgrimage to Assam.
When Swamiji,
after his return from the West, appealed to his brother-disciples
to work for the spread of the Master's message and the good of
humanity instead of living in seclusion, Subodhananda was one
of those who placed themselves under his lead. After that he worked
in various capacities for the cause of the Ramakrishna Math and
Mission. During the great epidemic of plague in Calcutta in 1899,
when the Ramakrishna Mission plague service was instituted, Swami
Subodhananda was one of those who worked hard for the relief of
the helpless and panic-striken people.
During the
great famine on the Chilka islands in Orissa in 1908, he threw
himself heart and soul into the relief work. He had a very tender
heart. The sight of distress and suffering always found an echo
in him. He would often be found near sick-beds nursing the sick
at considerable risk to his own health. On one occasion he nursed
a young student suffering from smallpox of a very malignant type
with such loving care and attention that it amazed all who witnessed
it. Sometimes he would beg money from others in order to help
poor patients with diet and medicine. Many poor families did he
help with money given by devotees for his personal needs. One
family near the Belur Math was saved from actual starvation by
the kindness of the Swami. If he knew that a devotee was ill,
he was sure to go to see him. The devotee would be surprised and
overwhelmed with emotion at this unexpected stroke of kindness
on the part of the Swami. A young member of the Alambazar Math
had to go back temporarily to his parents because of illness.
Swami Subodhananda would now and then call on him and inquire
about his health. That young member rejoined the monastery after
his recovery and he remembered for ever with respectful gratitude
the kindness he received in his young age from Swami Subodhananda.
Later, although
Swami Subodhananda could not personally work so much, wherever
he would be, he would inspire people to throw themselves into
the world; started by Swamiji. During his last few years, he made
extensive tours in Bengal and Bihar and was very instrumental
in spreading the message of the Master. He would even go to the
outlying parts of Bengal, scorning all physical discomfort and
inconvenience.
In religious
giving also, he spent himself without any reserve. During his
tours, he had to undergo great inconvenience and to work very
hard. From morning till late at night, with little time left for
personal rest, he had to meet people and talk of religious things
about the message of the Master and Swami Vivekananda. But never
was his face ruffled and nobody could guess that here was one
who was passing through great hardship. The joy of giving was
always on his face. The number of persons who got spiritual initiation
from him was very large. He even initiated some children. He would
say, "They will feel the efficacy when they grow up. " But in
this act of spiritual ministration there was not the least trace
of pride or self-consciousness in him. If people would approach
him for initiation, he would very often say, "What do I know?
I am a Khoka." He would refer them to the more senior Swamis of
the Order. Only when they could not afford to go to them, did
he grant their prayer. In accepting the supplicants as disciples,
he made no distinction between the high and the low. He initiated
many untouchables also. His affection for them was not a whit
less than that for those disciples who held good position in society
or were more fortunately placed in life.
Swami Subodhananda
was one of the first group of trustees of the Belur Math appointed
by Swamiji in 1901, and was afterwards elected Treasurer of the
Ramakrishna Mission. His love for Swamiji was next to that for
the Master. Swamiji also had great affection for him. Sometimes
when Swamiji would become serious and none of his Guru-bhais dared
approach him, it was left to "Khoka" to go and break his seriousness.
Swami Subodhananda
was childlike in his simplicity and singularly unassuming in his
behaviour. It is said in the Bible, "Except ye be converted, and
become as little children, ye shall nor enter into the kingdom
of heaven." But rare are the persons who can combine in their
lives the unsophisticated simplicity of a child with the high
wisdom of a sage. One could see this wonderful combination in
Swami Subodhananda. Swami Vivekananda and other brother-disciples
greatly loved the childlike aspect of the personality of Swami
Subodhananda. But they would not therefore fail to make fun now
and then at his cost, taking advantage of his innocence and unsophisticated
mind. Once, while the monastery was at Alambazar, Swami Vivekananda
wanted to encourage the art of public speaking among the monks
It was arranged that every week on a fixed day one of them should
speak. When the turn of Swami Subodhananda came, he tried his
best to avoid the meeting. But Swamiji was adamant, and others
were waiting with eagerness to witness the discomfiture of Subodh
while lecturing. Just as Swami Subodhananda rose to speak, lo!
the earth trembled, buildings shook and trees fell. It was the
earthquake of 1897. The meeting came to an abrupt end. The young
Swami escaped the ordeal of lecturing but not the fun at his cost.
"Khoka's was a 'world-shaking' speech", Swamiji said, and others
joined in the joke.
Swami Vivekananda
was once greatly pleased with "Khoka" for some personal services
rendered by him and said that whatever boon he would ask of him
would be granted. Swami Subodhananda said, "Grant me this that
I may never miss my morning cup of tea." This threw the great
Swami into a roar of laughter, and he said, "Yes, it is granted."
Swami Subodhananda had his morning cup of tea till the last day
of his life. It is the only luxury for which he had any attraction.
It was like a child's love for chocolates and lozenges. It is
interesting to record in this connection that when the Master
was suffering from his sore throat and everybody was worried and
anxious, young Subodh in all his innocence recommended tea to
the Master as a sure remedy. The Master would also have taken
it but medical advice was to the contrary.
Khoka Maharaj
was easy of access, and everybody would feel very free with him.
Many, on coming in contact with him, would feel his love so much
that they would altogether forget the wide gulf of difference
that marked their spiritual life and his. Yet he made no conscious
attempt to hide the spiritual height to which he belonged. This
great unostentatiousness was part and parcel of his very being.
It was remarkably strange that he could mix so freely with one
and all with people of all ages and denominations and make them
his own. Many are the persons who, though not religiously minded,
were drawn to him simply by his love and were afterwards spiritually
benefited.
The young Brahmacharins and monks of the Order found in him a
great sympathizer. He took trouble to find out their difficulties
and help them with advice and guidance. He would be their mouthpiece
before the elders, mediate for them and shield them when they
inadvertently did something wrong. One day a Brahmacharin committed
a great mistake, and was asked to live outside the monastery and
to get his food by begging. The Brahmacharin failed to get anything
by begging except a quantity of fried gram and returned to the
gate of the monastery in the evening. But he did not dare to enter
the compound. Khoka Maharaj came to know of his plight, interceded
on his behalf, and the young member was excused. The novices at
the monastery had different kinds of work allotted to them. Often
they did not know how to do it. Khoka Maharaj on such occasions
would come forward to help and guide them.
He was self-reliant
and would not accept personal services from others, even if they
were devotees or disciples. He always emphasized that one should
help oneself as far as possible, and himself rigidly adhered to
this principle in his everyday life. Even during times of illness
he was reluctant to accept any service from others, and avoided
it until it became absolutely impossible for him to manage without.
His wants
were few, and he was satisfied with anything that came unsought
for. His personal belongings were almost nil. He would not accept
anything except what was absolutely necessary for him. In food
as in other things he made no choice and ate whatever came with
equal relish. This great spirit of renunciation, always evidenced
in his conduct, was the result of complete dependence on God.
In personal conduct as well as in conversation he put much emphasis
on self-surrender to God. He very often narrated to those who
came to him for guidance the following story of Shridhar Swami,
the great Vaishnava saint and a commentator on the Gita.
Spurred by
a spirit of renunciation, Shridhar Swami was thinking of giving
up the world when his wife died giving birth to a child. Shridhar
felt worried about the baby and was seriously thinking how to
provide for the child before retiring from the world. One day
as he was sitting deeply absorbed with these thoughts, the egg
of a lizard dropped from the roof in front of him. The egg broke
as a result of the fall, and a young lizard came out. Just then
a small fly came and stood near the young lizard, which caught
and swallowed it in a moment. At this the thought flashed in the
mind of Shridhar that there is a Divine plan behind creation,
and that every creature is provided for beforehand by God. At
once all his anxiety for his own child vanished, and he immediately
renounced the world.
His spiritual
life was marked by as great a directness as his external life
was remarkable for its simplicity. He had no philosophical problems
of his own to solve. The Ultimate Reality was a fact to him. When
he would talk of God, one felt that here was a man to whom God
was a greater reality than earthly relatives. He once said, "God
can be realized much more tangibly than a man feels the presence
of the companion with whom he is walking." The form of his personal
worship was singularly free from ritualistic observances. While
entering the shrine, he was not obsessed by any awe or wonder,
but would act as if he was going to a very near relation; and
while performing worship he would not care to recite memorized
texts. His relationship with God was just as free and natural
as human relationship. He realized the goodness of God, and so
he was always optimistic in his views. For this reason his words
would always bring cheer and strength to weary or despondent souls.
Intellectual snobs or philosophical pedants were bewildered to
see the conviction with which he talked on problems which they
had not been able to solve, all their pride and self-conceit notwithstanding.
Towards the
end, he suffered from various physical ailments, but his spiritual
conviction was never shaken. While he was on his death-bed he
said, "When I think of Him, I become forgetful of all physical
sufferings." During this time, the Upanishads used to be read
out to him. While listening, he would warm up and of his own accord
talk of various deep spiritual truths. On one such occasion he
said, "The world with all its enjoyments seems like a heap of
ashes. The mind feels no attraction at all for all these things."
While death
was slowly approaching, he was unperturbed, absolutely free from
any anxiety. Rather he was ready and anxious to meet the Beloved.
The night before he passed away, he said, "My last prayer is that
the blessings of the Lord be always on the Order." The great soul
passed way on 9th December 1932.
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