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Sri Ramakrishna was born Gadadhar Chatterjee in 1836 at Kamarpukur about
sixty miles from Calcutta. His parents, Khudiram and Chandramani, were
poor and made ends meet with great difficulty.
Gadadhar was the pet of the whole village. He was handsome and had a
natural gift for the fine arts. He, however, disliked going to school
and when asked why he did not want to go to school, his reply was : The
so-called education is for earning money only ; I don't care for this
kind of education. He loved Nature and spent his time in fields and fruit
gardens outside the village with his friends.
Gadadhar lost his father at the age of seven. He became more serious
from now on, but he did not change his ways and habits. For instance,
he would not go to school, Instead, he was seen visiting monks who stopped
at his village on their way to Puri. He would serve them and listen with
rapt attention to the arguments they often had among themselves over religious
issues.
Gadadhar had now attained the age when he should be invested with the
sacred thread. When arrangements were nearly complete for this, Gadadhar
declared that he would have his first alms as a brahmin from a certain
sudra woman of the village. This was something unheard of ! Tradition
required that it should be a brahmin and not a sudra who would give him
the first alms. This was pointed out to him but he was adamant. He said
he had given his word to the lady and if he did not keep his word, what
sort of brahmin would he be then ? No argument, no appeal, no amount of
tears could budge him from his position. Finally, Ramkumar, his eldest
brother and now the head of the family, had to give in.
Meanwhile,
the family's financial position worsened everyday. Ramkumar ran a Sanskrit
school in Calcutta and also served as priest in some families. What he
earned was pitifully small and he could not send any money home regularly.
He decided to bring Gadadhar to Calcutta. His plan was to try to make
him study Sanskrit. Perhaps he could also do some priestly work and make
some money of his own. Gadadhar arrived, but he lost no time in making
it clear that he was not going to study. He, however, did not mind doing
some priestly work, not for money but for the pleasure of it.
About this time, a rich woman of Calcutta, Rani Rashmoni, founded a temple
at Dakshineswar. She approached Ramkumar to serve as priest at the temple
of Kali and Ramkumar agreed. After some persuasion, Gadadhar agreed to
decorate the deity. When Ramkumar retired, Gadadhar took his place as
priest.
When Gadadhar started worshipping the deity, he began to ask himself
if he was worshipping a piece of stone or a living Goddess. If he was
worshipping a living Goddess, why should she not respond to his worship?
This question nagged him day and night. Then, he began to pray to Kali
- "Mother, you've been gracious to many devotees in the past and
have revealed yourself to them. Why would you not reveal yourself to me,
also ? Am I not also your son ?"
He would weep bitterly and sometimes even cry out loudly while worshipping.
At night, he would go into a near-by jungle and spend the whole night
praying. One day he was so impatient to see Mother Kali that he decided
to end his life. He seized a sword hanging on the wall and was about to
strike himself with it when he saw light issuing from the deity in waves
and he was soon overwhelmed by those waves. He then fell down unconscious
on the floor.
Gadadhar
was not, however, content with this. He prayed to Mother Kali for more
religious experiences. He specially wanted to know what truths other religious
systems taught. Strangely enough, teachers of those systems attired as
and when necessary as if directed by some invisible power, and what is
more surprising, he reached the goals of those experiments in no time.
Soon word spread about this remarkable man and people of all denominations
and all stations of life began to come to him. From now on he came to
be known as Ramakrishna Paramahansa, and like a magnet he began to attract
real seekers of God.
He taught ceaselessly for fifteen years or so through parables, metaphors,
songs and above all by his own life the basic truths of religion. He passed
away in 1886, leaving behind a devoted band of young disciples headed
by the well-known scholar and orator, Swami Vivekananda.
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